Blue Bow

I love the way he looks at me so adoringly. Always has something on his mind. Some nights its a spontaneous moonlit walk on the beach. Other times a great picnic out in the middle of nowhere but just me and him.

He loves to talk so do I. He loves to read so do I. He loves to spend time with me and I love to spend time with him. We agreed on a steamy fling. It suited us both just fine.

I called him and suggested we do a movie night a real ole fashioned date night. I was thinking we both were getting to like each other a little bit better than the fling thing. So he had agreed. We agreed on 7:30 my place. We were going to order chinese and I had picked a movie he was going to pick one up on his way as well and some wine. This was going to be good. I picked up a few other little necessities that I was sure would well get his attention.

As I scurried around to set the mood in my place and get the menus to a few of the local chinese joints I thought about how I should present the few items to him.

Should I let him come in enjoy his meal and then excuse myself to get dressed into something a little more comfortable. Oh that was lame. I would have to be innovative and creative.

I know I have the perfect idea I will just open the door in the outfit why not? He will either love it or hate it.

So as I notice the clock strike 6 I know this is now the time I have to throw this little number together. So I take my shower. As I am drying off I have the panties a nice frilly lacey number in blue from Fredericks that I picked up yesterday and A nice big blue bow that are going right across my breasts.

I get my hair done make up done and notice there is only fifteen minutes to spare. My phone is vibrating on the table. There is a message and it is from him. It was letting me know he was leaving the movie store and on his way to the house should be there soon. Great I am ready and waiting.


Five minutes later there is a knock at the door, I look out the peep hole to see it is him. I love his smile, damn just his over all look is enough to melt me. I pull it together real quick open the door. His jaw just about hits the ground. He quickly comes in and drops the flowers, movie, and bottle of wine on the floor.

His kisses are always like magic. Our tongues play a game of twisting together. as he begins to whisper can we take this in the other room. I give a playful giggle and say not quite yet.

He looks at me puzzled but with that devilish smile and sparkle in his eyes. He doesn't allow for any other things to happen he quickly picks me up and carries me over his shoulder. He gently places me down on the bed. I can't help but to smile at his eagerness to explore me. His yearning desire has pushed me to just wanting to scream take me. But I just keep looking at him wondering what he is thinking. What his next move will be.

Right as I am thinking that he moves his head to my breast and starts to pull my bow open with his teeth. I grab a hold of his head and let out a slight giggle and ask do you like your surprise? He looks at me ever so mischieviously and his hair tousled, do I? What do you think?

As I lay fully exposed, with the exception of the panties he begins exploring. His mouth doing wonderful things. I can't help but moan. He keeps wandering further down he reaches the lace blue panties. I let out a louder moan, just as he starts to slip them off. (To be continued)

Sunday Scribblings prompt (Scandalous)

Everyone knew about it. Like how could they not. Unless you were new here, okay even then you knew about it. It wasn't a secret anymore. It probably never really was.

Well so what am I talking about? Well really it is none of your business. Can't you see it? If you can't see it or hear it then why am I going to bother wasting my time on making it more apparent to you?

Okay let me give you a hint. It is rather large. Sometimes friendly, sometimes nerve racking, sometimes mean or menacing but just in a hey get my point sort of way.

Okay so you want to know more. It happened a few years ago okay more like thirty something years ago. It happened there that house yep the grey one. Its a big house and the family that lived there were such awesome people. They made friends with everyone.

Well one day something happened. I guess they went away or something there was no real announcement, no goodbyes.

Then the new family moved in they were okay but they didn't shine like the other family. Well the new family had been there almost three months when things would happen. The lights would turn off and on the cabinets would open and close, water would be running, and you could hear sounds but none that would make sense.

One night the family decided to hold a party for the whole neighborhood it was a great party. There was food, games, music and just good ole fashioned stories to be told amongst one another. Families all coming together to meet the new neighbors that is when things started going ary.

People could hear voices but nobody could see where they were coming from, then the sound of water running and no faucets were on, lights blinking on and off. The slamming of doors and cabinets the television going all staticy the phone ringing. Everyone decided this was there time to thank the gracious hosts and leave before anything else could happen. As visitors tried leaving the doors would lock or slam on them hurting a few and just not cooperating.

That was when they left about a week after the party. Nobody heard where they went or why but they did. The only thing that still serves as the reminder is that.

I know you can see it. He floats up there in the window every night a smile on his face waving to all who drive past or walk past.

The scandalous ghost that resides there, does it really exist?

Thought for the day

Okay this morning while cooking my carb free breakfast. I had a thought. I know holy crap not again. Okay well anyways this one is a goody if I do say so myself. Okay I know why people like to go skydiving. I have heard for the adrenaline rush, the to conquer fears rigormarole or the cause I just enjoy it and it is my hobby. Right whatever. Okay here is a thought why would you want to jump out of a perfectly good airplane? There are so many other ways to conquer a fear, there are tons of other hobbies safer ones or risky ones, there is also other ways to get an adrenaline rush. Okay now you are asking what if it isn't a perfectly good airplane? What if you have to jump because the plane is going down? Okay well I thought about that option as well. Here is my answer to that. Well if the plane is going down and my option is to jump, I am probably still going to end up as a fatality because in this case I would not have a parachute attached right? So anyways if the plane were crashing why would I choose to jump? The object that is crashing that weighs hundreds of tons, is going to fall faster than me and um hello did I fail to mention if I jump that object is coming down on top of me. Okay question answered then. Yep I am offcially done rambling, and thinking for the time being.

One day down 20 more to go

Okay as you all know yesterday I started the no carb thing for a short time and a short time only. Just to get my body used to good eating. Then I will introduce the carbs slowly. That way I am not eating them uncontrollably. It is so easy to eat those things that aren't good for us and not think anything of it. Oh well so if all works the way I want it to then I will be able to go clothes shopping for a whole new wardrobe after the holidays so keep your fingers crossed for me.

Carbs no more! Say what?

Yep again I am on that kick of let me cut out all the bad carbs. Ofcourse the bad carbs only are contained in the good foods and drinks lol. Anyways I have again given up the breads, chocolate, chips, pasta, and soft drinks. So the only carbs I am getting is in my veggies.

How long will I do this? God only knows. I have an upopened bag of Ruffles Sourcream and cheddar chips sitting on top of the fridge. I can hear them screaming my name. I have so far today had the urge to steer clear. We have looked at each other in passing but ahhhh god give me the strength.

I am hoping to do it for atleast three weeks. As everyone should know by now a total carb free diet is not a good idea for any real long length of time. So I think three weeks is fair and then the main thing will be to consume things in moderation, and pretty much not incorporate soft drinks into the equation again.

I will keep everyone posted on how I am doing maybe every couple of days. In the meantime I am on a roll today so I will share with you my lunch time recipe.

Preheat your oven to 350 degrees. In the meantime get out skillet and put about two tablespoons of vegetable oil into it so it can start getting hot.

To the skillet add some salt and pepper
add dill weed dry or fresh
add some paprika
add a little bit of garlic salt let that all get hot together

Now you will need a zucchini and a yellow squash cut this up to bite size pieces. Cut about a quarter of an onion and dice that into small pieces as well. Dice up about two tablespoons worth of mushrooms.

Once the oil is good and hot add the onions let them sweat it out for about three minutes by themselves stir once during that time. When the three minutes is up add the rest of the veggies to the skillet and stir occasionally until tender. Once they are to the desired tenderness you like turn the burner off and you will need to transfer the veggies into a baking pan. You will add a little more salt and pepper. Then take about a half a cup of shredded monterey jack cheese and half a cup of pepperjack cheese shredded and put that on top of the veggies in baking dish. Place in oven for about 12 minutes. Yumalicious enjoy.

Sundays scribblings post prompt (What is good about you?)

What an interesting prompt. Not all that often do we get to brag about ourselves. Hmmm let me think what is good about me? Well I would say my eyes. My eyes are a great blue however, they do tend to turn a greenish color and I am told it depends on my moods. My eyes are somewhat almond shape in my opinion but they have a great color and shimmer to them.

I would then have to say my personality. I am a very outgoing person. I will say hi or talk to anyone. I love to meet new people. Love to hear there stories. I have always been a people person. I love to make people smile and laugh. I will admit I have my moments when I may not be a bowl full of cherries and can be a pain in the ass but, don't we all?

Well now that I am done patting myself on the back I will go and see what everyone else likes about themselves. I hope you enjoy this read lol.

One of those days

A therapist? For what?

To talk to, to tell them how you feel.

How I feel about what?

Anything you know just everything, anything.

Where the hell do you start?

Where ever you want.

Well that doesn't seem right you don't start at the middle of a book do you?

Well no but you can start anywhere with a therapist.

I see no point in that.

Why its someone who is there to listen as a friend, a non judgemental friend.

Oh I see an overpaid expensive friend who tells you when your time is up.

Okay well that is another way of thinking of it. What do you have to lose?

Oh besides a copay and tract of where I left off if I don't start from the beginning, not much.

So are you going to do it.

No. What?

Why not?

Because I can vent to the walls, I don't have to pay them, and better yet there no judgemental and I got all the time I want.

Oh my god you are insane, she said laughingly. Okay maybe some other time you will do it.

Or maybe I won't.

So what do you want to do today?

I don't know we don't have much time before we need to go to hell. Yes work, our fave place to be. Underpaid and overstressed. Hmmm sounds all too familiar to any working person. Okay well lets do lunch we never do that anymore. Lets go and get waited on.

It does sound nice. Okay lets do it.

So where are we headed?

I don't know where do you want to go?

Lets try the new place they say the food is fabulous and the atomsphere is totally cool and relaxing.

Sounds good to me.

Table or booth ladies? Table will be just fine.

Wow it is pretty cool in here. I love the colors. Very relaxing and it kind of makes me feel like we are just at home hanging out. So what are you ordering?

I don't know so much to choose from. I think I want to try something I would not normally order. And you what are you having?

Hmmm I am thinking of the number 21.

Mmm that does sound good.

Are you ladies ready to order? Yes I think we are. Any appetizers to start? As I gave my order I observed our waiter. He seemed intelligent, he was handsome, he seemed to like his job, and he seemed to pay attention to the details of the what was not going to be in this choice of ours. No tomatoes on my stuff lol. Anyways he was off to order. He seemed to be on his game.

So what do you want to do after this?

Well if we have time lets browse next door.

Oh great, I could use a new purse.

You just bought one last week.

Well, yeah but you can never have too many.

Yeah okay but you can only use one at a time.

What is your prob? You buy 20 bras every chance you get.

Yeah but they are pretty and I like comfort, and choices.

Well so do I just in purses lol.

Ahh that smells so good. Looks good. Wow he got it right. The waiter looked at me in total disbelief that I had possibly thought the order would be wrong. I stared at him shrugged my shoulders and said, what?

He said, "did you really think I would mess up something so simple?"

"Yes", I replied. Off he went.

My friend just laughed. My god cut him some slack. He isn't the enemy.

Your right just in a mood I guess. (To be continued).

A special thanks to Keith

To my dear friend Keith,



He lives only across the pond. Oh okay so its something like 4000 miles. Keith lives in England. We met a couple of years ago on a writing site called Helium. Helium was a great place where we quickly established neat friends and all became like family. Infact our main circle of friends belonged to the 7 worldly wonders. We all met throughout the days and kept in touch shared stories, even shared virtual goodies.



Well last week Keith posted a piece on his blog about my bday. I just want to say thank you so much for you kind words and nice piece on me. I love you and think you are such a sweet and special person.



Keith is a modest man who has a heart of gold. He is our cheffie, custom kitchen designer, car afficiando. Keith knows a lot about music, art, cooking, wining and dining. So stop by Keiths blog which is featured on my side bar. Keiths ramblings.

Become Aware

Hi to all my blogging friends, and family!!!

I just want to make everyone aware of Autism and want people to become more observant of what autism is and who is effected by autism.

Those of you who may not know my son who turned two in August began having seizures just twelve days before his 2nd bday. He was first thought to be epileptic, that quickly was changed to non epileptic then when he had some more seizures that again became the thought. Until late August when I said to one of the docs that I believed he was a high functioning child of autism. I explained what I knew and what I had observed with my son. After the doc observed him for a few minutes he too agreed and said, "I think your on to something mom."

So now I have a great company associated with Autism who comes in and works with him. Autism needs to be put in headlines more and people need to make a stand for this disorder. A lot of the insurance companies will not cover for the necessary testing to get a diagnosis so that you can recieve special services and appropiate materials and techniques for school. So come on and help solve the puzzle of Autism.

http://www.autismspeaks.org

My Style (Sunday Scribblings Post)

My Style is very simple.

My style is go with the flow and have some fun. Need I say more? Yes this is a short post but, for those of you who know me, know that I am a lot of fun, down to earth, caring, sympathetic, loving, and very open minded. When it comes to my wardrobe, I am a far cry from a high maintenance chick. I love jeans and sweatshirts. I hate heels, love my sneakers. I love make up but don't ask me to stand in the mirror all day. I like a natural look. I like light scents nothing too strong. Love to talk, love to have fun. What more could you ask for?

Breaking Point (Week 13 writing prompt for matinee muse)

We all get there, we all reach it at some point. You just can't take it anymore. No matter what, it happens to us all.

Ever feel like anything you did or do just isn't good enough? Ever feel like the world is out to get you? Ever just want to scream and you can't quite explain why but, you do know you are pissed.

Ever just get upset cause the person in front of you in the grocery store decides to (a) put back some of the items, (b)forgot to stop at the bank and now has to write a check or (c) has a coupon for every item on the list? It may be small things but it is all things that just builds up.

Yep they build up til we just can't take it anymore. We snap. We yell, we scream, we scream obsene words lol.

Why do we have this so called breaking point? Why do we let things build up. This creates stress. Stress will cause strokes or heart attacks. We know this but yet and still we all let it happen. The breaking point.

Why is it called the breaking point and not the yelling point? Ponder that one. In the meantime don't get mad cause I posed a question. If your mad or getting angry that you have to ponder that question you are already stressed lol.

The breaking point and unpleasant point one reaches due to the stupidity of others. Are there ways to prevent it? Sure and this does not include living in a bubble. There are simple steps. such as do not let it build up, stop it when it is happening, say what is on your mind to stop the craziness before it gets the better of you. Yes stop it before it gets you. Yes you may say things that will upset someone initially but you can always apologize if you need to at a later date. Why should you have the extra stress on your shoulders? Why should we reach this so called breaking point. The whole term breaking point to me is just well rather unpleasant. Think about it. Breaking is to destroy something or cause pain to something. Point is something sharp or getting your message across to someone in a stern yet very firm way.

So stop it before it happens and you won't have to have a breaking point.

A story I wrote for halloween of 2007 under another pen name on helium

The wind is whipping the leaves are whirling some are falling at my feet. The night air has a slight chill enough to give you just a hint of cold that runs up your arms, causing little goosebumps. Kids are all getting ready for the tradition of trick or treating. You can hear them laughing, all giddy as they ring the doorbells of the neighbors that on any other day would not so much as get a boo out of them. "Trick or Treat, give me something good to eat" is what I hear coming from a little girl standing in her Little Mermaid costume. She exits the door with a polite thankyou and off to the next house.
As I continue to stroll down the sidewalk, I think to myself what a wonderful time of year. I see cobwebs in the eaves of some of the houses, leaves all on the ground in an array of color, the smells of fall are pure delight.
Not too far into my walk out in the field I notice a large group of people standing around, they are looking at a smaller group that have formed a circle. As I walk closer I notice that there is a cauldron and there is a group of about eight to ten people. They have formed a circle around the cauldron. Someone is chanting then the others follow suit. I stand closer to watch as I am now totally enthralled in what is taken place.
A seance is taking place. I hear one little girl let out a scream of the witches are casting spell as she runs off dropping her bag of goodies. Another man yells this kind of activity should be banned your scaring the children. Not once did anyone in the circle take heed of what was being said about them, or for that matter seem to care that some of the onlookers had become disturbed.
So upon further observation I could see tears streaming down the face of one of the seance members faces. I thought I wonder if she had contacted someone that she wanted to or had they contacted her? I watched for a while longer and then decided to continue on my way.
For some reason the image of the tears flowing down the face of that person stuck with me throughout my walk. I recognize the face.
As I am heading to home I notice that really nobody seems to even notice that I am just here tonight observing them taken in all the sights and sounds. Something I guess I don't do on a normal basis. Maybe I did once but I don't recall doing it ever. So as I walk through the gate of what is now my home, I see that the moon is quite full, I am delighted with how well everyone looked in costumes and once again remembering the seance.
My mind now returns to the face the image of tears. Who was it? It has been many years that I have been laid to rest her in the hillside cemetary and still images of childhood things come to me every now and then. Hauntingly surprising perhaps I even gave you a fright to think that maybe that image was me in my early years just having some fun, in the middle of a field. Happy Halloween to all.

My recipe for pumpkin pie spice cookies featured on Helium

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Fall is a great time of year. I love all the smells and the great desserts that are associated with the fall. Nothing says Fall like pumpkins and apples.
I have a very easy recipe for pumpkin cookies. All you need to make these scrumptious cookies is a package of sugar cookie mix. Then follow the direction to make the sugar cookies, not the directions for the roll out cookies unless of course you want to cut them into cute shapes and decorate. You will add to this a table spoon of your choice of either vanilla extract or almond extract, 1 tsp of pumpkin pie spice, 1/2 tsp nutmeg, 1/2 tsp of cinnamon. Mix it in real well.
You will need to have had your oven preheated to 350 degrees. Take out a cookie sheet and spray it with some nonstick cooking spray. Drop your cookies to whatever size you want or a rounded table spoon onto the baking sheet. You can use your fork to make the marking like on peanutbutter cookies. Here is a slight twist with that. Put your fork into some granulated sugar befor making the marks for a little something special on top that won't distract from the great pumpkin cookies.
The first batch will probably have to back for about 11 minutes. Each additional batch approximately 9 minutes. Remember cookies do carryover a cooking time when taken from the oven and placed to cool.
Another nice thing to do with these cookies is to let them cool down completely and get your favorite pumpkin icecream or vanilla icecream and put a scoop onto one of the cookies then top with another cookie roll the sides in some pumpkin pie spice, cinnamon sugar mixture and place in a ziploc bag in the freezer and enjoy a nice seasonal ice cream sandwich.

Against All Odds

" Dammit I have seen this time and time again. I have seen it done, I even dream of doing it. I should not be having all this trouble" he said, out loud.

"Why is it that when I need something now I can't have it?" "Why is it that I can never get anything to work the way it should?" "Why?"

As he lay his head down on the desk he could hear something. He wasn't really sure what was being said but, it was a voice. Was it someone trying to tell him how to get what he needed? He shook the thought off, he decided to just shut his eyes for a few minutes.
He was walking down a corridor, there was lots of light, bright lights. Voices some he knew, some he never had heard before. All knew him, all were trying to talk to him all at once. What was going on?

He could see it, there were tons and tons of tiny pieces. People staring at him. Questioning him about what these pieces were? How to get them assembled, and how to do it quickly?
He was familiar with the pieces, in fact he was familiar with exactly what to do. He knew the clock was racing. This was going to be a key element into the planets future.

He organized teams, he drew up sketches, he presented the idea to the room of people his colleagues. Some of the face very familiar others not even remotely recognizable. He showed them what it was going to take to make this object, and what materials he needed and he needed them now!

Time was of the essence and he wasn't going to blow it. His colleagues were impressed with his fast thinking, his knowledge of how this would work, and what it could do for the planet. What everyone did question was would he do it in time?

He awoke in a pool of sweat. He raced to the conference hall gathered what he needed. He knew he had exactly three hours, and he was determined. Against all odds he would complete this difficult task. In the end he did complete the assignment with time to spare. Against all odds he did the one thing he wasn't sure he could complete, today he is hailed as one of the most valuable people on his team at work.